I feel so disappointed in myself, it seems as if i haven’t tried hard enough to achieve my goals in becoming a nurse or even getting close to it. I feel stuck and lost. It feels like my first year of college all over again. The time is almost here where I will soon want to get the hell out of community college and transfer to a cal state to pursue my major. I just need some guidance and advice. I shall see a counselor tomorrow. I want this to be over and done with already. I’m tired of these prerequisites that are getting in the way of me becoming a nurse. :( I asked my boss’s daughter whether she remembered anything from when she was studying to become a nurse, and she said, “dude I don’t remember shit unless it’s hands on.” seriously! Komsomdfjcdlsjfikkdozzlsdofjxolz.

I FELT SO DEPRESS THAT I DID NOT GET THE OPPORTUNITY TO SIT IN THE PIT SECTION OF THE CNBLUE & FTISLAND CONCERT @ NOKIA THEATRE. ]’: I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON FROM THIS 1ST KOREAN CONCERT! NEBER EVER AM I GOING TO SIT FAR FROM THE STAGE! Watching the big screen was so not worth it cus it just looks like I’m watching any HD quality youtube video! T_____________________T OVERALL GREAT PERFORMANCE FROM CNBLUE! [= Was not much of a fan of FTISLAND.

School has been so crazy, esp. with all these homework being thrown at me everyday! Part of it is my fault, for not starting on them and leaving them til last minute. I am actually improving though. Chemistry would have to be one of the hardest subject I have ever encountered! YUCK! With all these significant figures!!!! Totally mind fudging! 

My boyfriend is so adorable, he found a rose that would never die [= The way he said it kehehehe. I had an amazing day with him! I am most def. happy that he is happy with what I got him!!!! :D 




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I FEEL SO NERVOUS FOR SCHOOL! I feel so unprepared! Hopefully Kathleen and I will be able to crash the English 101 class. crosses fingers* My fafsa $$ needs to come faster, have to purchase my books! This year is going to be a challenge, I see it already! My mom is even putting me in beauty school to get my manicurist license, how is that going to even work!?!?!?! PANICKING** OVERWHELMED**